I have been sitting here for hours
With nothing else but my two flowers
The longer I sit the more I hurt
Our past is so painful and dark
But somehow our hearts still kept their spark
I have held onto these feelings
For plenty of years
And now it's time to let go
These flowers I have
I kept for too long
I wished for some more, though I knew it was wrong
I wanted so much,
Expected the world
Though I knew you too well
And your history as well
I'm draining and needy
More than the average girl
Though you, you're free spirited
Your emotions you hide
Still all I ever wanted
Was to have you by my side
With flowers and gifts I shall never be showered
Words of meaning that come straight from your heart
My ears are still waiting as from the start
Though I knew all these things before we became one
I still hope true love finds its way through the unknown
To break down your dark, cryptic and mysterious bone
Just when I feel there is nothing left to feel
You turn around and kiss me but I know its not real.